Avoidance

Life is complicated once it starts to irritate you in all angles....

it starts at first in front of you... from your teachers humiliating in front of the class, then your classmates tease you a lot (until you freakin cry), then you get criticism from people who absolutely doesn't care on what you feel..

then 2nd at the back of you... you would just realized that your own group of so-called friends would even neglect you to the outmost point that they will even confront you and tell you that you ain't worth being a friend(back to number 1)...

then 3rd at your side... you would just notice it while walking at a local mall that your own friends friend are gossiping and pointing fingers at you and laughing that all what they have fucking heard in school about you.... take that from your friends, huh, piece of crap.. you already have to spend 8 years with snobs and worthless shit half of your life and then you'll hear it in public places that even you don't care.... and the only place where you are suppose to feel relief is a good place to roam around and even that place is swarming with insects

then 4th on top... why on top... you just notice it in a local activity in school that you just felt something fell in your head... okay if it's bird poo or something but ROCKS.... 2 INCH rocks... they're ain't even pebbles falling from the sky and i have to deal with ROCKS... it's okay if it happens once... but twice... FUCK the person who threw them... not having a grudge on someone...


But you know what i have learned from my past....
1) Never ever have friends that are so plastic... you'll notice it in a few weeks from one of your circle, but one of them maybe a trusted one but he/she is also bias in your decision and the other group therefore, have friends from a different school...
2) Teachers are better to be closed than your classmates.. coz one you could get good ideas from them, tips on life, and goood incentives at time to time... it's like baking a cake and then eating it too...
3) Avoid people who'll only comes to you when you are needed. Example: a classmate of yours who you aren't close with came up to you and ask favors first it'll starts with a piece of paper, then it will be ballpen(didn't return after use, then didn't thanked you afterwards), then only cheats on you in chem class because your good at it... F.U. to those people!!!!!!!!!
4) There are alot of jerks in my highschool because i am actually surrounded by all of them.. some maybe the geekier ones(but still they are consider popular coz the awards that they gave to the school and I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I AM FRIENDS WITH THEM!!!!!!), then they're are the varsity ones(too popular well known for shooting three point, winning competitions from intramurals, and whatsoever<<< SCREW THIS PEOPLE), then the OTHERS(what are these others, they are those typical students who are only average quiet discreet of their appearances but they are their, BUT THIS PEOPLE ALSO ARE A PIECE OF SH!TZ<<< silent but more deadlier than other part of the society in the classroom), lastly the class bullies(these are the people who uses people, blackmailing them whatever they want to get from you, do anything to you to make you the piece of shit of worth you really have)
PS: Its better to avoid these people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5) Find a proper place to be in solace or free by yourself(what i did, nearly killed me though...!)
So therefore find your inner peace or find a place to be by yourself>>> Chapel suitably....

6) Nothing is greater than talking with a priest time to time... share emotions cost it'll help..
Psychiatrist may do(but it'll cost you per hour)....

there are more... but the only thing i did right now... coz i am actually away from those people is to avoid them....

Good Luck with your life

Hope yours would be better than mine