Saturday, May 1, 2010

A Mother's Day Letter

Dear Mom,

i know you want what's best for me, but did you ever inquire about what i want that is best for me.

Your opinion only benefits what you want and what other people wants. You only want other people to like you for what you have but beneath those glamorous clothes, branded and stylish bags is a person who works hard, looks old enough to be my grandmother, and try to plan something that soon will never happen.

You always think of things that you want for the future but never always plan it. You are trying to impress the people in our hometown all the things that you have, the place where you stayed in and everything but those people once insulted you, made you feel worthless in every situation you have been so far even up to now and only chosen a few will you only consider a true one.

Whenever you come home people we always think that you are someone but when i realized what you have done so far your presence has been so irritable that i'd feel useless in your presence and consider everybody a threat from my friends. You want e to be friends with people who are high in power, rich and obviously a social climber. I don't want to be friends with people who are like that coz its hard to impress people like that because they will not appreciate the simple things in life.

Of all the people i have met you are the only person that i want to go away because all you thought that i am fine and okay being here beside you all the time but sometimes i feel that my world will crumble every second i hear your voice trying to give me your future plans, and giving me advice on what to invest in my life (but in reality you of all people will ONLY benefit it).

I feel your stupidity will rub on me whenever i am near you. i feel all you said so far was more of what you want for your own life not mine. i always thought before that my hate for you was just a phase but when it all piles up i consider you a threat in my plan in life, a hindrance to every goals that i want to reach and a parasite from what i will soon earn for myself.

I will always love you but my respect for you has already faded the time i graduated on my first course. Because you consider me liar and a threat to our family....

i hope you won't suffer all the debt that you have cause unto yourself. All the lies that you have told me, choosing other people than your own kids and trying to buy us off with material things.

from your 2nd son.

PS:
No more hugs & kisses coz you don't need one.

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