Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Dreaming of dreams that will never come true...

A few minutes ago i was dreaming about this certain person who i keep thinking about. Is not the type of dream that i normally have, it isn't even those dreams that have sexual encounters.

Since the day i keep on going there to drop things for my parents and get those things after a week, i keep on seeing him. I think it might infatuation but i really don't want to be in a long term relationship. I want to stay happy.... and first of all it is impossible for me and him to be together because we might not have anything in common aside the academic degree we take.

I don't want to confess my love nor will it even be possible for that type of situation to happen.

maybe he's married now because he is successful in what he is doing with his life even though i only see him on weekends (just an analysis on his working schedule, going back and forth there for a several months) but sometimes seeing him makes my heart beats faster than the usual..

But certain things in both of our worlds are impossible. I can't enumerate a few because there are countless things that i can site but none can fit even in a top ten. This might be the only dream that will never come true....

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