After a few years of being confused yet my interest are still the same but i always tried to be attracted with the opposite sex but still i feel unwillingly to have a reason to fall for one.
Tried my best with one but i think the feeling just swept away with a mistake. It was my mistake not her's but i am such a coward on opening up how i feel. It's not that i have lost hope but having feelings with same gender is greater than having feelings with an opposite sex.
Up until now i feel confused. Up until now i don't want to open up to my parents especially my dad that i am even gay. I know that my mom consider it as a sickness, disease or an epidemic but her opinion does not matter my dad is. I love my dad because he has endure so much and sacrificed so much and i understand him more than my mom.
I hope that one day i can open it up to my dad that i am queer so that's why i can move on with my life.
"Life would never begin if it never ended"
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